Think Forward.

Julius Melien

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I've been searching for myself and I think I've haven't found yet. Writing is one of the ways that's help me, I believe.
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The Second Intestine and the Paradoxical Diarrhea of Ideas 234

When I was studying Biological Sciences, in the course Anatomy I, the professor introduced us to the concept of the “second brain,” referring to the intestine, since it has a very complex neural network, containing more neurons than the spinal cord, the axis that runs along the vertebral column and is part of the Central Nervous System, and is even capable of making its own decisions without needing to activate the brain to do so. Well, today, almost 30 years later, I have never forgotten this. And because I have the habit of making analogies and adapting concepts,especially when I explain certain subjects in the classroom, I ended up creating a concept entirely inspired by what I just mentioned, in an attempt to illustrate the moment I am currently going through. I am a biologist and a teacher who, probably due to some mild, undiagnosed neurodivergence, has interests in multiple areas. Some of them are, in a way, connected to science; others are not. One, however, is especially connected to the arts, and it is something I have practiced for some time now: the art of photography, with an emphasis on the landscape style—landscape photography. Natural landscapes and urban landscapes activate a kind of creative gift that I believe I have, in such a way that my head begins to boil with ideas. All it takes is a brief conversation about a certain topic, and if it has any connection to landscapes and places, within a fraction of a second an idea is born in my mind. I imagine that for many people, when reading or hearing an account like this, it may seem like something wonderful, an incredible special ability. And I must say that yes, it is an ability that many might envy. But what they do not see is that this, in a way, comes along with a series of problems. Let me explain: in my case, because of certain psychological issues that I carry with me, the fact that my head explodes with ideas causes me some suffering. That is because there are “blocks” that prevent me from putting these ideas, projects, and potential successes into practice, if they were to move forward. That is where the analogy used in the title of this text comes in. The “second intestine” is a playful expression, a pun, because I am referring to the brain, as if it were a reversed concept. And in this second intestine, my ideas are born. However, the “blocks” I mentioned earlier act like a kind of cork, which should have been eliminated when they appeared, but instead remained in the tract, drying out and becoming impacted, preventing the natural flow. And what is the problem with that? Inside, ideas never stop forming, because just as we eat daily for survival, the processing of food generates waste that needs to be eliminated. Thus, in the body, a fecaloma that blocks the natural flow of the intestinal tract is responsible for causing paradoxical diarrhea, which leaks around the sides of the fecal mass. The same thing happens with my ideas. They are born inside my head and need to come out, but my blockages keep them trapped inside. From time to time, however, part of them “leaks,” giving a glimpse of what is inside, and if they were to come out fully, in addition to relieving the pressure, they would be useful, since they would bring benefits such as personal fulfillment and financial return, which would be essential for my overall health. My second intestine is full of ideas and creations that need to come out. But for that to happen, I need to overcome a difficult and painful stage: eliminating the blockage so that the flow can finally be released.